Main Entry: in·san·i·ty
Pronunciation: in-'sa-n&-tE
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural -ties
Date: 1590
1 a : a deranged state of the mind usually occurring as a specific disorder (as schizophrenia) and usually excluding such states as mental retardation, psychoneurosis, and various character disorders b : a mental disorder
2 : such unsoundness of mind or lack of understanding as prevents one from having the mental capacity required by law to enter into a particular relationship, status, or transaction or as removes one from criminal or civil responsibility
3 a : extreme folly or unreasonableness b : something utterly foolish or unreasonable

Sometimes life is insane. Somedays are better than others. Other days, I want to eat a pack of cigarettes. This is one of those days. The thing that comforts me in times like this is that "it's just a moment, this time will pass." Sometimes I get stuck and forget, then I realize: this too shall pass. Insanity feels like someone has a hold of your spine and won't let go no matter how you wriggle and squirm; no matter how you cuss or fight, they just won't let you go. It is that consuming. Today my insanity it great, and the only thing bigger than insanity is God. God help me.